Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in crazy_clyle's LiveJournal:

Monday, July 10th, 2006
8:38 pm	From MySpace bulletin...this is rather stupid The saddest part is the people that actually buy into this bullshit... Pick the MONTH that you were born & color of your eyes and put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better... -----------blue eyes---------- people with blue eyes are very attractive, adorable, loves to make new friends. will do anything for that special person. kind, and polite. can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. loves to please the one they care or love for, repost this if you have blue eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days. -------brown eyes------- people with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. if you repost this and you have brown eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. --------green eyes---------- people with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. you will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. ---------hazel eyes------------ people with hazel eyes have the best long loving relationships. they're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. if you have hazel eyes and repost this you will learn your new favourite technique of catching someone special! ____________________________________________ ----------JANUARY------------------- Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. ----------FEBRUARY-------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. -----------------MARCH-------------------- Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days. ------------------APRIL------------------- Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. forgives buut never forgets. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themself and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days. -----------------MAY----------------- Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days. ------------JUNE------------- You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become oneof your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes. ----------------JULY-------------- Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days ------------AUGUST--------------- outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month. ------------SEPTEMBER--------------- Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days. ---------------OCTOBER------------------- Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years. ---------------NOVEMBER-------------------- Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month. ---------------DECEMBER--------------- This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. A hott new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in the next 5 minutes (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
5:50 pm	Copied from Dave's Entry... Mr. Bill Keller, Managing Editor The New York Times 229 West 43rd Street New York, NY 10036 Dear Mr. Keller: The New York Times' decision to disclose the Terrorist Finance Tracking Program, a robust and classified effort to map terrorist networks through the use of financial data, was irresponsible and harmful to the security of Americans and freedom-loving people worldwide. In choosing to expose this program, despite repeated pleas from high-level officials on both sides of the aisle, including myself, the Times undermined a highly successful counter-terrorism program and alerted terrorists to the methods and sources used to track their money trails. Your charge that our efforts to convince The New York Times not to publish were "half-hearted" is incorrect and offensive. Nothing could be further from the truth. Over the past two months, Treasury has engaged in a vigorous dialogue with the Times - from the reporters writing the story to the D.C. Bureau Chief and all the way up to you. It should also be noted that the co-chairmen of the bipartisan 9-11 Commission, Governor Tom Kean and Congressman Lee Hamilton, met in person or placed calls to the very highest levels of the Times urging the paper not to publish the story. Members of Congress, senior U.S. Government officials and well-respected legal authorities from both sides of the aisle also asked the paper not to publish or supported the legality and validity of the program. Indeed, I invited you to my office for the explicit purpose of talking you out of publishing this story. And there was nothing "half-hearted" about that effort. I told you about the true value of the program in defeating terrorism and sought to impress upon you the harm that would occur from its disclosure. I stressed that the program is grounded on solid legal footing, had many built-in safeguards, and has been extremely valuable in the war against terror. Additionally, Treasury Under Secretary Stuart Levey met with the reporters and your senior editors to answer countless questions, laying out the legal framework and diligently outlining the multiple safeguards and protections that are in place. You have defended your decision to compromise this program by asserting that "terror financiers know" our methods for tracking their funds and have already moved to other methods to send money. The fact that your editors believe themselves to be qualified to assess how terrorists are moving money betrays a breathtaking arrogance and a deep misunderstanding of this program and how it works. While terrorists are relying more heavily than before on cumbersome methods to move money, such as cash couriers, we have continued to see them using the formal financial system, which has made this particular program incredibly valuable. Lastly, justifying this disclosure by citing the "public interest" in knowing information about this program means the paper has given itself free license to expose any covert activity that it happens to learn of - even those that are legally grounded, responsibly administered, independently overseen, and highly effective. Indeed, you have done so here. What you've seemed to overlook is that it is also a matter of public interest that we use all means available - lawfully and responsibly - to help protect the American people from the deadly threats of terrorists. I am deeply disappointed in the New York Times. Sincerely, [signed] John W. Snow, Secretary U.S. Department of the Treasury (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 25th, 2006
4:46 pm	Hee hee hee. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
9:37 pm	Found this interesting... If you comment on this post: 1. I'll respond with something random about you (probably an inside joke of some kind) 2. I'll challenge you to try something 3. I'll pick a color that i associate with you 4. I'll tell you something i like about you 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I'll ask you something i?ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours (20 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 16th, 2006
4:40 pm	Amazing video Hee hee, I stole this link from one of Dave's entries. This is friggin awesome. http://www.devilducky.com/media/46502/ (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 8th, 2006
9:12 pm	Detached contemplation... Over the past year, two of my friends have died in car accidents, Stephanie at the end of September and Greg in the middle of May. Twice I heard the eulogies, twice I watched the casket get carried out in the procession, twice I heard the song "On Eagle's Wings," the same song that I still remember playing at my grandpa's funeral when I was nine. Another accident preceded these two, occurring near the end of junior year of high school. Two friends survived, a brother and sister died. Right now, I do not really feel what happened in an emotional sense. I have been contemplating it in an detached, observant method. As I considered these three different events, I felt compelled to pull out my free-write application essay for the University of Virginia as a memory... Independence is a myth. We cannot endure the pitfalls of life through our strength of will alone; we need the support of others. Zach is gone. Jordan is gone. Jason is still alive. Such is the whim of fate. The car accident all happened in a single moment, and now we faced the aftermath. I stood before the Finleys at Zach and Jordan’s wake, unable to bring their only children back. I stood by Jason’s hospital bed, unable to help him; he could die that hour or he could come out of the coma that week, and all I could do was stand there. Faced with the possibility that I might lose Jason, I was overwhelmed with a sense of emptiness and futility. We cling to life like leaves to a tree. Some leaves fall sooner than others. The accident was a cruel lesson; I finally appreciated the frailty of life. I once would give token acknowledgement to the presence of death in life, but the reality only truly hit me when this unstoppable force touched my friend. My memories of Zach and Jordan’s funeral and of my weeks in the hospital waiting room remain strong. Night after night I tried to fall asleep and could not. Day after day I went to school and somehow managed to endure my classes without Jason there. Hour after hour I sat with my friends and Jason’s family. Faced with this crisis, we could depend on each other. Alone, the situation would have emotionally destroyed us. We gave each other the will to endure. We gave each other love. Faced with death, this was our cornerstone. Now I understand our mutual dependence. Now I can sincerely appreciate the importance of family and the importance of friendship. Since finishing that essay, I haven't written many creative essays. Creativity was not heavily emphasized in my senior English class, and I have not taken any English courses at Xavier yet. I miss it. I miss trying to not only put my feelings down, but write them eloquently too. I do not feel I have the same capacity to do it after Greg's death as I did after the first accident. Something has been lost in the two year span... Current Mood: Detached (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
12:08 am	Chris's Party Tonight I went to my friend Chris's party for the start of the summer. It was the first time in awhile that I saw a lot of people from high school, and the first time I had hung out with these people this summer when I used to hang out with them all the time. I enjoyed talking to people and hanging out there, but I realize the punishment for being bad about keeping in contact with people. Sure, there were a lot of people there that I did not know, but even considering that, I didn't feel that comfortable there. I looked at my friends from high school, and I realized that things were not like they used to be, relationships and people had changed. It made me sad. It made me sad because after awhile I just didn't want to be there. I think part of it was the large numbers, but at Xavier I'd be at large parties a lot with friends and not be bothered. I just can't do that with the people from high school. These friends back home are not like the friends at my real home at college. I talked to Sam about how much easier and common a night like this was in college; I also talked to Sam, because we went to school together, had shared in some experiences, and thus I was comfortable talking to her. Sam became a good friend over high school, but she was never a best friend, and she wasn't in colleg either. Yet in a party scene, I can't have an easy-flowing conversation with anyone else. We share Xavier, Buenger, and college freshman year; she's the only one that bridges the same gap as me. I was with Joe and Liz a lot, and we still talked relatively easily, but not as unforced as before college. I'm still closer to Nick than anyone at home, and we still have good conversations between us, but we just can't keep one up in a situation like tonight. That type of atmosphere, a semi-common one back in high school, is suffocating now whenever I'm at home. I'm losing my ties to St. Louis as the Xavier ties pull even stronger. It's becoming harder and harder to find what keeps me here...I still do find reasons, but they're not as strong. I still have Joe, Stili, Jim, Gahn, and Ann. I still have Nick, Sam, Chris, Joe, and Liz. But...it's just not the same feeling. I wish it was the same, but with sadness, I accept that in exchange for the friendships I gained in college, the price at home is worth it. My high school experience was not that great; friendships were hard to strengthen and maintain. It got difficult many times. Xavier is the whole other side of the coin. The experience this past year was wonderful and I developed such strong friendships in the past two semesters. It's a whole big step up from high school. But still I'm sad for those friends I have here. I don't have the same desire to be here with them as I did before. I still love hanging out with them, but this summer is like an intermission between two years at Xavier. I'll return to what I love from what I had here. I'll leave these friends who I've known for years to return to the ones I've known for months. And the next time I come back, the change will be even more drastic. The comfortability with the old friends will be even more diminished. And that's what makes me sad. Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
2:53 pm	zyxwvutsrqpomnlkjihgfedcba A is for age: 19 B is for beer of choice: Schlafly's Pale Ale C is for career: Uh...I have a list, but lawyer is the most likely at the moment D is for your dog's name? Garcia E is for essential item you use everyday: Cellphone F is for favorite song at the moment: The Luckiest - Ben Folds G is for favorite game: Ultimate Frisbee H is for Hometown: Brentwood, MO (St. Louis) I is for instruments you play: Alto Saxophone, Piano J is for favorite juice: Orange K is for who's ass you'd like to kick: Brad L is for last place u ate: Steak 'n' Shake M is for marriage: Someday... N is for name of your last ex: Anna O is for overnight hospital stays: Ear Surgery P is for phobias needles Q is for quote: "To give anything less than your best is to sacrifice the gift." S is for status: Attached T is for time you wake up: 10-12 V is for vegetable you love: Carrot W is for worst habit: Procrastinating X is for x-rays you've had: Knee Y is for yummy food you make: Mexican rice, beans, and vegetables Z is for zodiac sign: Sagittarius (sp?) (4 Comments |Comment on this)